Why do I keep meeting so many damned capabilities researchers and AI salespeople?
I thought that we agreed capabilities research was really bad. I thought we agreed that increasing the amount of economic activity in capabiliities was really bad. To me it seems like the single worst thing that I could even do!
This really seems like a pretty consensus view among EA orthodoxy. So why do I keep meeting so many people who, as far as I can tell, are doing the single worst thing that it’s even in their power to do? If there is any legal thing that could get you kicked out of EA spaces, that isn’t sexual misconduct, wouldn’t it be this?
I’m not even talking about people who maintain that safety/alignment research requires advancing capabilities or might do so. I’m just talking about people who do regular OpenAI or OpenAI competitor shit.
If you’re supposed to be high status in EA for doing good, aren’t you supposed to be low status if you do the exact opposite? It honestly makes me feel like I’m going insane. Do EA community norms really demand that I’m supposed to act like something is normal and okay even though we all seem to believe that it really isn’t okay at all?
And yes I think there is a strong argument for ostracization. It seems like you would ostracize somebody for being a nuclear arms industry lobbyist. This seems worse. It’s not behaviorally clear that these people care about anything except mild fun and status incentives, so IDK why in the community we would at all align fun and status with doing the most evil thing you can do.
Of course it does seem like 80k is somewhat to blame here since they continue to promote regular-ass jobs at OpenAI in the jobs board as far as I know. Not very clear to me why they do this.
I had a pretty painful experience where I was in a pretty promising position in my career, already pretty involved in EA, and seeking direct work opportunities as a software developer and entrepreneur. I was rejected from EAG twice in a row while my partner, a newbie who just wanted to attend for fun (which I support!!!) was admitted both times. I definitely felt resentful and jealous in ways that I would say I coped with successfully but wow did it feel like the whole thing was lame and unnecessary.
I felt rejected from EA at large and yeah I do think my life plans have adjusted in response. I know there were many such cases! In the height of my involvement I was a very devoted EA, really believed in giving as much as I could bear (time etc included).
This level of devotion juxtaposed with being turned away from even hanging out with people, it’s quite a shock. I think the high devotion version of my life would be quite fulfilling and beautiful, and I got into EA seeking a community for that, but never found it. EAG admissions is a pretty central example of this mismatch to me.