You asked for sympathy; you don’t seem willing to receive it.
You insist that your unpopular views are targeted like atheists in 16th century Spain,
& dismiss others who feel persecuted for their viewpoints as utter hogwash.
So, it seems what you want is self-glorification?
You put yourself forward as singularly persecuted,
you ask for sympathy in what seems to have actually been a passive aggressive accusation of hypocrisy,
& so, I do believe that you’re experiencing constant worry about saying the wrong thing,
because for whatever reason, that constant anxiety is the price you’ve decided to pay for the righteous certainty of your unpopular convictions.
You asked for sympathy; you don’t seem willing to receive it.
You insist that your unpopular views are targeted like atheists in 16th century Spain, & dismiss others who feel persecuted for their viewpoints as utter hogwash.
So, it seems what you want is self-glorification? You put yourself forward as singularly persecuted, you ask for sympathy in what seems to have actually been a passive aggressive accusation of hypocrisy,
& so, I do believe that you’re experiencing constant worry about saying the wrong thing, because for whatever reason, that constant anxiety is the price you’ve decided to pay for the righteous certainty of your unpopular convictions.
Dogma is like that.