You go over more details later and answer other questions like what caused some reactions to some EA-related things, but an interesting thing here is that you are looking for a cause of something that is not.
> it feels like looking at the world through an EA frame blinds myself to things that i actually do care about, and blinds myself to the fact that i’m blinding myself.
I can strongly relate, had the same experience. i think it’s due to christian upbringing or some kind of need for external validation. I think many people don’t experience that, so I wouldn’t say that’s an inherently EA thing, it’s more about the attitude.
“why do i find myself less involved in EA?”
You go over more details later and answer other questions like what caused some reactions to some EA-related things, but an interesting thing here is that you are looking for a cause of something that is not.
> it feels like looking at the world through an EA frame blinds myself to things that i actually do care about, and blinds myself to the fact that i’m blinding myself.
I can strongly relate, had the same experience. i think it’s due to christian upbringing or some kind of need for external validation. I think many people don’t experience that, so I wouldn’t say that’s an inherently EA thing, it’s more about the attitude.