Ack! I’ve had a similar experience. Crunching a snail is ::awful::. But even after my “snail awakening,” I found myself (years later) putting out beer traps in my garden. I was blinded by my anger at my spoiled veggies. When I looked in for the first time to see a pile of slug bodies, I was horrified. I cried. Then I buried them.
It’s wild how, even when we’re really trying, and aware in other areas, things slip by.
Ack! I’ve had a similar experience. Crunching a snail is ::awful::. But even after my “snail awakening,” I found myself (years later) putting out beer traps in my garden. I was blinded by my anger at my spoiled veggies. When I looked in for the first time to see a pile of slug bodies, I was horrified. I cried. Then I buried them.
It’s wild how, even when we’re really trying, and aware in other areas, things slip by.