Is there anything you feel drawn to, in life in general, or in work? I would suggest following what you like and are interested in, and don’t think about how much it helps or doesn’t help other people, at least for as long is it’s getting you down. If it helps you, that’s a win! And if you want to go to France, go to France :)
By the way, it’s okay to be stupid and useless, but I don’t think you even are—you have been given money in exchange for your time and skills at all of those jobs you’ve done, for example. I’d agree with the therapy/self-help suggestion. Lots of therapists and techniques won’t work for you, but keep trying, researching and experimenting because something almost certainly will. Some general advice that may or may not be applicable is to find more uplifting social contact, exercise more, and maybe volunteer for something in order to build skills and feel more useful and connected.
Is there anything you feel drawn to, in life in general, or in work? I would suggest following what you like and are interested in, and don’t think about how much it helps or doesn’t help other people, at least for as long is it’s getting you down. If it helps you, that’s a win! And if you want to go to France, go to France :)
By the way, it’s okay to be stupid and useless, but I don’t think you even are—you have been given money in exchange for your time and skills at all of those jobs you’ve done, for example. I’d agree with the therapy/self-help suggestion. Lots of therapists and techniques won’t work for you, but keep trying, researching and experimenting because something almost certainly will. Some general advice that may or may not be applicable is to find more uplifting social contact, exercise more, and maybe volunteer for something in order to build skills and feel more useful and connected.