I feel like these actions and attitudes embody many of the virtues of effective altruism. You really genuinely wanted to help somebody, and you took personally costly actions to do so. I feel great about having people like you in the EA Community. My advice is to keep the feeling of how important you were to Tlalok’s life as you do good effectively with other parts of your time and effort, knowing you are perhaps making a profound difference in many lives.
I feel like these actions and attitudes embody many of the virtues of effective altruism. You really genuinely wanted to help somebody, and you took personally costly actions to do so. I feel great about having people like you in the EA Community. My advice is to keep the feeling of how important you were to Tlalok’s life as you do good effectively with other parts of your time and effort, knowing you are perhaps making a profound difference in many lives.