^This. I have been battling with the exact same issue for the past few years. Thank you for putting the feelings into words so remarkably. Eagerly following this thread to see what other members have to share.
Surprised to hear the above is put into words well, it felt like incoherent babble. Glad to know I’m not alone and others here could potentially benefit as well. It seems like this is a common problem, most likely without a common answer but its really frustrating to not even have a loose direction.
I guess the experiments above I considered my loose direction but I feel like I’ve done years of them without truly moving forward
^This. I have been battling with the exact same issue for the past few years. Thank you for putting the feelings into words so remarkably. Eagerly following this thread to see what other members have to share.
Surprised to hear the above is put into words well, it felt like incoherent babble. Glad to know I’m not alone and others here could potentially benefit as well. It seems like this is a common problem, most likely without a common answer but its really frustrating to not even have a loose direction.
I guess the experiments above I considered my loose direction but I feel like I’ve done years of them without truly moving forward