The severity of an excruciating shock is felt by a living being in first person. In that sense it exists in its full badness. Even if it is forgotten, it was experienced.
For 500 shocks, the forgetting happens in between each shock. The worst that is experienced in first person at any moment is a moderate shock even if there are way more shocks from a third person perspective.
The way I was thinking of it was:
The severity of an excruciating shock is felt by a living being in first person. In that sense it exists in its full badness. Even if it is forgotten, it was experienced.
For 500 shocks, the forgetting happens in between each shock. The worst that is experienced in first person at any moment is a moderate shock even if there are way more shocks from a third person perspective.
Ah I see what you mean now! The summation of the 500 shocks isnโt experienced in first person but each individual shock is.