Sorry to hear you are struggling. It is difficult. So do look after yourself. I am sure those around you in EA really appreciate and value what you are doing and that you are not at all being net-negative, do talk to the people you know if you feel like that.
Sorry to hear you are struggling. It is difficult. So do look after yourself. I am sure those around you in EA really appreciate and value what you are doing and that you are not at all being net-negative, do talk to the people you know if you feel like that.
Some extra links that might be of use to you:
Article on the desire for impact: Its supposed to feel like this 8 emotional challenges of altruism
EA peer support Facebook group. A place to go and talk to others if you are struggling https://www.facebook.com/groups/ea.peer.support
Thank you!