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Sophia

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What I am thinking about at the moment šŸ¤“ and why my profile is not my full name šŸ˜¶

Effective altruism community building šŸ•ļø

I used to do a lot of effective altruism community building and I am currently thinking about how the effective altruism community can maximize its expected impact, given the rapidly changing conditions.

My own personal productivity and wellbeing bottlenecks : why I think prioritising working on these is important, progress I have made and my current challenges

I suspect that working on my personal productivity and wellbeing bottlenecks is a great way for me to increase how much impact I can expect to have over my career.

I am currently focused on working out how to become much more reliable than I am/ā€‹have been in the past.

In particular, I am working on finishing my top priority tasks in a timely manner, becoming better calibrated on what commitments I can and cannot meet, getting better at promising the 5th percentile scenario rather than the 50th (or the 95th) and on becoming better at quick communication when plans break. I find this quite challenging for a number of reasons (one of those reasons being a cluster of personality traits that got me an ADHD diagnosis and another being a number of non-ADHD mental health/ā€‹self-esteem issues that Iā€™m slowly but surely working through).


Progress I have made so far šŸ¤©: I have become much more self-compassionate over the years which has helped a lot with a lot of the mental health struggles Iā€™ve had.

I have a process that works for getting me to consistently start on my top priority (but is very time-consuming and maybe only works consistently when I control enough of the variables, e.g. Iā€™m not sure it would work if I had a very different home environment and work environment to the ones I have now).

My next challenges šŸ§—šŸ¼: I struggle to keep the scope narrow enough to finish a lot of what I start. I finish what I want to finish some of the time, but nowhere near consistently enough for me to feel like I wonā€™t become the bottleneck sometimes in a team (and therefore slow the progress of the whole team a lot).

I also find it very hard to under-promise (I sometimes find it hard to accept that I realistically need to promise to do 15% of what I think is actually possible when Iā€™m excited about things, especially when everything Iā€™m saying no to feels important if I could fit it in).


More broadly, I am currently thinking about how to leverage the upsides of being a bit more ADHD than the average person and managing the downsides to still reach the payoffs I care about.

Please do reach out about pretty much anything (as long as youā€™re okay with me maybe not getting around to replying because messages and emails, every now and again, turn into a massive ugh field and I can only progress on so many ugh fields at a time šŸ˜ŠšŸ˜¶šŸ™ƒšŸŒž).



Why my forum username is not my full name šŸ¤«

I donā€™t have my full name on the forum because, even though anyone who knows me in person can probably tell who I am because I always say the same things (Iā€™m a bit of a broken record sometimes), I want to be able to be honest about how Iā€™m thinking about the best strategies to increase my expected impact over my lifetime. This means I want to sometimes discuss my personal productivity bottlenecks and my mental health (as I do here) and also how Iā€™m working on these. I donā€™t necessarily really want to be this open about my mental health and other parts of who I am right now that I am working on improving (to, hopefully, do more good in the longer term) with anyone who thinks to google my full name.

(But I promise Iā€™m still a real personā€”though maybe that is what a fake person would say šŸ˜…)

Is it posĀ­siĀ­ble for EA to reĀ­main nuĀ­anced and be more welĀ­comĀ­ing to newĀ­comĀ­ers? A disĀ­tincĀ­tion for disĀ­cusĀ­sions on topĀ­ics like this one.

Sophia15 Jul 2022 7:03 UTC
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