Re. 1, I agree that you’re going to have the standard difficulties, but I think that the framework makes it easier to make somewhat-informed guesses (at least if you’re happy to let us assume that returns are approximately logarithmic).
For instance, suppose you’re wondering about contributing $100k to a field that currently spends $50M/year. What will that $100k buy? It’s kind of hard to project counterfactuals. Well, what about doubling the size of the whole field? Or 1000x-ing the size of the field? Sometimes it can be easier to find a scale where effects feel like now you can bring different comparisons or intuitions to bear, as a way of triangulating on a reasonable number.
Re. 2, one point is that if we take log returns as given, then the tractability term for a given field will be the same, regardless of current investment. That feels like a helpful fact for reasoning about things? e.g. if you’re comparing two research fields, you might insert a vibes-based judgement about their relative difficulty (especially if they’re not wildly different in seeming difficulty), without worrying about if that’s somehow getting swamped by differences due to the different sizes of the fields. Similarly it lets you make arguments like most problems fall within a 100x tractability range, which is sometimes enough to feel like it’s doing something useful.
Now I don’t think that log returns is always the right model (especially in domains where we have a good understanding of the interventions, and we’re mostly concerned with their direct effects). But maybe that’s enough to give you some of the flavour of why I think it can get you something helpful, if you do assume it? (I also think there are lots of ways to go wrong within the ITN framework, and endorse Lizka’s post that I linked in my last comment.)
Thanks, I appreciate the sentiment. Although I overwhelmingly have myself to blame, I was hurt by this experience; and so it’s a bit cathartic to hear someone saying “sorry” (even if I’m not sure you really have anything to apologise for).
I do want to flag that “miscommunication” feels too trivialising—while miscommunication was an important factor, I also had some problematic attitudes around these topics:
I felt attraction (fine), felt bad about feeling attraction (perhaps not ideal but pretty normal and fine), and emotionally cast the people I was attracted to as the legitimate judges of whether I was bad (quite problematic; especially given the power differentials).
Something I dislike about “miscommunication” is that it might be read as suggesting that anyone who had a bad experience interacting with me is equally to blame for that; while I think they might have oriented in ways that would have avoided getting hurt, I think this is better explained primarily in terms of my errors.
(I guess I still have some of the impulse to try to be transparent now things feel less fraught; although I wish I’d tried less aggressively to be transparent in the past.)