A bit bold to unqualifiedly recommend a list of thinkers of which ~half were Marxists, on the topic of ideological fanaticism causing great harms.
Obviously that doesn’t mean it’s all bad, I admit I don’t know much about most of these thinkers and I found your comment interesting and informative. I think you make an important point that reason/liberty-branded ideologies can get off the rails too.
Anti-communist purges have this element of “The Great Evil” that you are fighting, like witch hunts but secular, and that can cause people to become fanatical in their fight for the good. And if you’re part of a freedom/reason-branded ideology, it might be particularly hard to notice that actually you have become the bad guys too.
(Still, what’s the alternative? Marxism can present things as though reason is just a tool to attain power and truth-seeking doesn’t matter/is just some people’s branding for their own pursuit of power. And clearly that can’t be what we want either because without reason, there’s no hope to make the world better.)
I agree that this is a thing that happens and it must be frustrating when you are from such parts of the world. But note that I didn’t do this in my comment.
Also, my impression is that many Westerners these days are not particularly attached to defending the actions of their countries in the past. On the contrary, a lot of people are readily willing to discuss these things or even harbor negative sentiments towards their country for past sins. I’m originally from Switzerland, so there isn’t that much controversial history there—apart from spineless/soulless opportunism during WW2 and in the banking system—but even among Americans, my sense is that many of them will totally agree with you that America did terrible things in the name of anti-communism. Simultaneously, you’re probably right that most people (me included) don’t know much about what happened in Indonesia (say) because it was far away. (And yeah, it probably plays a role as well that it doesn’t fit simple historical narratives or doesn’t portray the West in the best way, but I think that was more of an issue at the time when these events were happening, since it shaped how the American press talked about it back then, and more recent (and more neutral/two-sided) discussions is naturally a niche interest because most people live in the present.
FWIW, I’ve long had the book “The Cold War: A World History” by Odd Arne Westad physically on my reading list and I expect I will learn more about the dangers of non-Marxist ideologies from reading that than by reading Marxist literature directly. Reading your reply, it reads a bit as though you think the following is a sound inference: “What happened in Indonesia during the Cold War in the name of anti-communism was atrocious, therefore it’s worth reading Marxist literature to better understand the dangers of ‘liberalism’ (or what people try to sell as liberalism, even if it involves empowering terrible dictators).” But this obviously isn’t sound. I’d rather learn more about the dangers of witch hunts and overreactions from good historians than by reading Marxist literature.
I understand that you’re skeptical of my dismissal of Marxist literature since I haven’t read much of it. At the same time, you didn’t really reply to my point about its atrocious track record, so I feel like I have said more than enough to put the burden back on you to convince us that these texts are worth reading in the context of David Althaus et al’s post.